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"Yes." Anything to get Nanami's focus back where he wants it, that kiss turning into more as he shifts his hips restlessly in Nanami's lap.
"I love how your hands feel on my skin." Haibara breathes between kisses.
Nanami could sigh from that yes, the yes that agrees from want and hunger. Yet he cannot blame Haibara when he feels the same way. He runs his fingers back down Haibara's back. His other hand pulls Haibara closer to him in his lap, so that they rub against each other. Nanami rocks up against Haibara.
"Your skin, I could worship your skin," Nanami manages. He lets himself run wide flat hands down Haibara's thighs.
"Your skin, I could worship your skin," Nanami manages. He lets himself run wide flat hands down Haibara's thighs.
"You can do anything you want with me and i'd beg for more." He shudders, rocking down against Nanami as he wets his own lips.
"I can't help wanting more every time you have hands on me."
"I can't help wanting more every time you have hands on me."
Even feed you dinner? Nanami almost jokes, but his hands come around to unbutton his shirt Haibara's wearing, so he can run his hands along Haibara's chest. He's careful, though, not to damage the buttons or pull them off. It's a good shirt. It only adds to the moment the shirt is open enough he lays his whole hands on Haibara, thumbs rubbing across his collar bones.
"I know. I feel it. I feel it from both of us," Nanami says as he meets Haibara, hips rocking together. He feels it everywhere, never able to release it completely.
"I know. I feel it. I feel it from both of us," Nanami says as he meets Haibara, hips rocking together. He feels it everywhere, never able to release it completely.
" I can feel how much you want and hold back " And it just intensifies his own craving to touch and be touched. Those years watching had been more difficult than he'd ever be able to put into words.
"We could never leave the apartment and I'd be content as long as we can touch each other."
Nanami leans his forehead against Haibara's, eyes closed. He always wants Haibara, every moment of every day. It's been more than ten years for him, and he's never moved on, never wanted anyone else like that. He's wanted a long time, and he doesn't know if another decade could sate it.
"I could kiss you all day and all night. I could stay in this apartment for ages and ages, forgetting all else, and still I would want more," Nanami says. He sighs. "As much as I want that, as I want you, that's not all I want. That's why we need to leave the apartment. That's why there's other people in our lives, but I will always want you, Yu. Always."
"I could kiss you all day and all night. I could stay in this apartment for ages and ages, forgetting all else, and still I would want more," Nanami says. He sighs. "As much as I want that, as I want you, that's not all I want. That's why we need to leave the apartment. That's why there's other people in our lives, but I will always want you, Yu. Always."
"I know you have other things to occupy your time and I'm okay with that. But it doesn't mean the way I crave your touch will lessen. When we're alone, I'll probably be doing whatever I can to get yours hands on me, you kissing me, holding me down and showing me exactly how much you want me. I need to feel that, Kento.
But I can control myself in public." To some degree. "I feel your need and it makes me want to respond, to give you everything." His hands come up, frame Nanami's face as he kisses him, lets it linger.
"But even in public, I want to touch you, hold your hand, kiss you whenever I can."
His breath hitches, catching in his throat, as Haibara talks about what he'll do. What he's already doing. What he needs. It speaks to those years alone, years where Nanami missed him more than anything but rarely spoke of it aloud, rarely demonstrated how much he wanted Haibara back because it hurt so much. It hurt too much. Did he not know? Did he not feel it?
Nanami wraps his arms around Haibara and turns so he can lay Haibara flat on his back on the couch with Nanami above him. He kisses Haibara and unbuttons the shirt the rest of the way. His hips pin Haibara's, and Nanami barely holds himself up on his elbows now the shirt's not in his way. "I will show you," he promises, "I will show you ever day how deeply I want you. I'm not used to feeling it this much, to wanting to needing someone this much. It's thrown off my whole routine. Everything I"m used to, and I'm glad," much as he is someone who lives by routine, "I am so glad you're here."
Tears form in his eyes, and Nanami kisses Haibara again, the love he feels and his personal discomfort with showing affection in public warring within him, "You can always hold my hand. Whenever we're out together." He doesn't know about the rest. It makes him flush, even here, to think about it.
Nanami wraps his arms around Haibara and turns so he can lay Haibara flat on his back on the couch with Nanami above him. He kisses Haibara and unbuttons the shirt the rest of the way. His hips pin Haibara's, and Nanami barely holds himself up on his elbows now the shirt's not in his way. "I will show you," he promises, "I will show you ever day how deeply I want you. I'm not used to feeling it this much, to wanting to needing someone this much. It's thrown off my whole routine. Everything I"m used to, and I'm glad," much as he is someone who lives by routine, "I am so glad you're here."
Tears form in his eyes, and Nanami kisses Haibara again, the love he feels and his personal discomfort with showing affection in public warring within him, "You can always hold my hand. Whenever we're out together." He doesn't know about the rest. It makes him flush, even here, to think about it.
The problem is he feels it too much, and the feelings shift into arousal and desire, leaving him aching and craving contact. aching to be in Nanami's arms, pinned under him and begging for Nanami to be inside him.
"I love you. I feel the same way and- " he shudders, arches up against Nanami and moans his name, wrapping legs around his waist. " Kento, please"
It hasn't been that long since Nanami took Haibara in the kitchen. He groans and breathes hard against Haibara's neck. The use of his name that way, it isn't fair. He feels around for the lube, slathers himself in it, and guides himself into Yu.
He takes Yu's hand and kisses it, a gesture of his love and affection. "I'm here, Yu. I'm here."
He takes Yu's hand and kisses it, a gesture of his love and affection. "I'm here, Yu. I'm here."
He's panting softly, lifting his hips as Nanami rocks into him, his free hand sliding over one of Nanami's shoulders, breath catching in his throat at the kiss to his hand.
"...Kento." It's a quiet whisper, a moan following as a wave of pleasure rides along their bond, letting Nanami feel how good Haibara feels when they're joined like this.
"...Kento." It's a quiet whisper, a moan following as a wave of pleasure rides along their bond, letting Nanami feel how good Haibara feels when they're joined like this.
Through the bond, through touch, Nanami tries to ground Yu, to make him feel real and seen and felt and connected. That is more important than how good it feels when their bodies press against each other, how Yu's skin feels under his lips... More than his own pleasure, he wants Yu to feel loved and safe.
"You're with me, Yu," Nanami says, "I have you. I'll always have you."
"You're with me, Yu," Nanami says, "I have you. I'll always have you."
Nanami feels more at ease the moment they leave Epiphany. The regular experience of travel to Tides altered by their luggage still instills the calmness that comes from routine, the rest in it. They're going at the usual time because that makes everything else feel more right in the world. They take the train, then ride horses, and finish by submarine to reach the port within Tides itself. The hustle and bustle of a busy city, complete with people paying him absolutely no mind further relaxes him. Nanami leads the way to the Cetacea Suites where he first lived temporarily. They don't get the same room, but that's fine. It can be their room instead of his room.
Then they're in the door, and Nanami sets down their things, those he carried, and sets about unpacking. It may be a short trip, but it's important not to live out of a suitcase. "What would you like to do first?" Nanami asks Haibara while he does so.
Then they're in the door, and Nanami sets down their things, those he carried, and sets about unpacking. It may be a short trip, but it's important not to live out of a suitcase. "What would you like to do first?" Nanami asks Haibara while he does so.
Haibara comes up behind him, wrapping arms around his middle and leaning into his back. "We could get something to eat, walk around, look at the housing down here." Not that this isn't nice and convenient, but if this is where Nanami likes to really relax, something just for them would be a good idea.
"I think this is the first time I've seen you really relax." softly
"I think this is the first time I've seen you really relax." softly
Nanami hangs the clothes in nice even rows and listens to Haibara as he does so. He nods. Tides has so many good places to eat. He hardly discovered all of them before. It would be nice to find somewhere new together. He wants this trip to be theirs, everything about it, even though he's a person of routine. Well, they can go to the bakery he found down here, the one he was leaving when Haibara found him. It has the best bread.
He turns over his shoulder at the last comment. "We relax all the time at home," Nanami says, "I make time for it daily."
He turns over his shoulder at the last comment. "We relax all the time at home," Nanami says, "I make time for it daily."
"It's not the same. You feel relaxed here in a way that feels different from home." He can't really describe it but he can feel it.
Nanami pauses, hanging up a shirt, and considers it. Despite being under a tremendous amount of water, Nanami feels more at ease than he has in some time. It's true. He hasn't taken as many trips to Tides over the last month, too busy with... everything. It's been a lot lately. Hell, it hasn't been that long since Haibara arrived. Only about two weeks. It feels infinitely longer and also like no time at all.
"I guess," Nanami says, "It's been chaotic lately. And Epiphany..." He shrugs. "It's Epiphany."
"I guess," Nanami says, "It's been chaotic lately. And Epiphany..." He shrugs. "It's Epiphany."
"So we should spend more time here." Obviously not a primary residence but he'd rather see Nanami more relaxed than stressed over everything going on, at least when it's possible.
"We can find a place here as well or just try to keep this for visits."
"We can find a place here as well or just try to keep this for visits."
Nanami finishes hanging their clothes and pauses for a moment. There's no rush here, no need to go and go and go. It's the two of them, and if an emergency happens, someone will contact his relic. "Trials permitting, we can try to figure out a schedule. Short trips regularly."
It's different than coming for part of the day. That's fine too, but those are easily perturbed and not kept to the schedule. At least, anymore.
It's different than coming for part of the day. That's fine too, but those are easily perturbed and not kept to the schedule. At least, anymore.
"So weekends here. That would be enough I think. Whatever days that weekend covers." And if there's no crisis obviously.
"I don't think anyone would mind and they can reach us if you're needed back there."
"I don't think anyone would mind and they can reach us if you're needed back there."
"Come down Friday evening. Return Sunday evening," Nanami thinks out loud. He likes the sound of that. No matter how chaotic the days get, how impossible to impose working hours during the week, it would provide time away from that. Physically. Not that it means he won't help people come weekends. Trials, interpersonal drama, and more can happen anytime. It would be scheduled though, something that is there unless something comes up.
"I like that. Geto is going to come over every or every other Monday to cook and talk things over," Nanami says, "I hope you don't mind. It's best it's just the two of us, but you'll get to come home to a freshly cooked dinner ready to eat."
Geto is only one of the multitude of teenagers in Folkmore, yet that schedule too provides some grounding for him. Reasonable expectations.
"I like that. Geto is going to come over every or every other Monday to cook and talk things over," Nanami says, "I hope you don't mind. It's best it's just the two of us, but you'll get to come home to a freshly cooked dinner ready to eat."
Geto is only one of the multitude of teenagers in Folkmore, yet that schedule too provides some grounding for him. Reasonable expectations.
"Exactly. You need that time away." Haibara leans up slightly, presses a kiss to the side of his neck.
"And I'll find something to do then."
"And I'll find something to do then."
Nanami smiles, a small smile, but one nonetheless.
"All right. Lets go get food and explore the city. We have the time."
"All right. Lets go get food and explore the city. We have the time."
"We do." And once he lets go, he keeps Nanami's hand in his as they head into the city.
"You can show me all your favorite spots first."
"You can show me all your favorite spots first."
They leave the hotel and head down to the streets. There's good food in the area. That's why he chose the hotel.
"Are you sure? I thought it might be nice to explore somewhere new together. I was only down here a few weeks."
"Are you sure? I thought it might be nice to explore somewhere new together. I was only down here a few weeks."
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